A Transformation

When they say that the twenties are tricky times, I use to wonder what they truly meant by tricky.... I am only nineteen, and I have been made to feel recently that I should have it all together. As if I am suppose to have the dream job, house, car, and social life all into one. From being kicked out of the house, to being completely stripped of what I thought to be my life's path, to now trying to find what Lyric wants and who Lyric is, and having to separate what everyone wants for myself and actually trying to go after what I want for myself. So I recently came to a conclusion, and to a realization for myself. The more I chase just wanting to live "comfortably", the more I'll keep selling myself short. I want it, I have to truly go get it. I have to knock my emotional walls down and become unshakable, because truthfully that was one of my problems. I allowed everything going on around me to hinder my drive towards what i truly want. Not only that, but I allowed it to slow down how hard I went when it came to my future. That is not me. So no, I won't tell you all right now what I am doing, but I definitely will be showing you. Blogging things and being able to vent and just share this journey with you all makes things a lot better. It will give me the chance to be honest and completely open, because this journey is about self love, encouragement, strength, and vulnerability. It is about being okay with the uncertain and allowing things to just flow. It is simply a transformation. Stay tuned.