Passion

I think it's very true that women truly have a natural desire to nurture. It's in our DNA. I think that it mostly has something to do with why I pursued Obstetrics as a career. The beauty of child birth, the complexity, and the pure life and love that it carries. Getting to college was not an easy process for me. To get there and major in Biology , to only feel bland and uninterested confused me. Why wasn't I passionate about it anymore? Why wasn't I hungry for it anymore? I think I started to resent my family due to the events that took place with us before I got to Southern University and A&M College. With everything we had been through before I got to college, I felt as if it jaded me. I was so mentally and emotionally drained and tired to where I felt like my passion and drive got lost in all the chaos. That truly fucking hurt. To get where you've always wanted to be and not feel a sense of accomplishment or happiness, confuses you. You want to know why and how it got here. I could do nothing but turn to God. I searched long and hard for Lyric. For a second I had to think about what I truly loved to do, and what I would happy with doing every single day. Communicating with people, asking people questions, and informing them on the unknown or the vaguely covered. I never had a problem being the face of the show. So I made up in my mind that I would major in Mass Communications and minor in Business Management. I always had a niche for business, so I prayed on it to make sure it was the move that God wanted me to make. A few days later, I felt the urge to go along with that plan and set it in stone. I did it and it immediately felt like a weight was lifted. I was happier. I was truly interested in what I was about to learn and gain. I didn't know if this was going to be my exact career, but I knew and felt that this was going to put me closer to my destiny and get me on track. I was happy and at peace with my decision,  and for that I couldn't help but feel satisfaction. Genuine happiness and satisfaction was rare for me, so I appreciated that moment for sure. I was finally steps closer to discovering LA.